Deep cleansing breaths. I sit here again knowing I should be vacuuming or mopping, but I will do that after. I Have ONE MORE MODULE in the stats class from hell. I currently have an A minus even though one assignment was an F. Good Grief. I just need to get out of it. The comments form the professor are great but I feel as though I have no clue. I must have a minor clue, lol…but still don’t feel it. I still can’t find anything for my hands to do. I have gone through this once before when I had PTSD really bad. It’s like too much for my brain to even think about being creative. It’s an odd feeling being a person who likes to create things. So, I decided to watch some trash on TV. Hahahaa, yep, trash. I work in a high school so there was mention of the guidance office dressing all in pink one day and talking about the movie Mean Girls. I was like well, there’s trash number one. It was funny. Trash number two I am embarrassed to say I even thought of because I always said I would never watch. Fifty Shades, and I am committed to the trilogy, lol. I am at the beginning of the third one. It’s pure entertainment. Not believable and slightly raunchy but I needed all of the above. I suppose my husband will reap the benefits when he returns home, haahahaa. Really though, let’s be brutally honest, the power of an orgasm to clear your head or make you feel better should not be underestimated. More people should talk about sex and the power of the orgasm, it’s amazing. Appreciate your body has this capability of a kind of mini reset. When I was a kid no one talked to me about sex and it’s surroundings. I figured things out for myself. A conversation with someone in my life lead to orgasms, and I was asked how she would know. I said, you can’t not know, it ‘s like you feel everything all at once and then empty of anything negative. It’s like a tidal wave of pleasure washing over you.
So, I leave you with that whilst I go clean up some pet hair and mover around some other pet hair. Life is precious, slow down, take moments to look around. Get the bird app called Merlin. It’s amazing. #reset #breathe #livelife