That is such a weird word to even type out. I was in front of the computer most of today and eyes on piles of papers, the last thing I wanted to do was come home and type on this computer. I gotta get it out. The cocoon phase came up in therapy. I went back in my text thread with myself to see the exact phrase I used or the therapist used. ” Respect the cocoon phase”. Can I just say…it’s fucking hard. Today was my first day back to school/work. It was loud, it was loud, and it was loud. Did I say it was loud? I don’t want to use this platform to complain, so I am not going to, but damn, so loud.
My instagram is full of accounts like spiritual energy, astrology, and the psychology of how we react to things, so like keeping calm and thinking things through as well as manifesting. All these messages keep coming through to me, that something is coming for me, something I have waited a long time for, it’s in the divine timing. I am trying to respect the cocoon right now, but I need these two opportunities to come through. I know I can do it, I know I am worthy of it. I know I want it. I want to grow, that is the deepest feeling. I hope I conveyed that to the people interviewing me. The cocoon is getting snug, I want to stretch my legs and spread my wings. It’s time for me to shine. Oh that makes me think of a song… just the title and parts of the chorus are relateable to this…but…”I believe it’s time for me to fly”.
Send your juju to the universe for me!